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Abhi abhi maine apne ghar pe kaam karne warne ek naukar ko sharab lane ke liye bheja tha..meri ek alag kism ki adat hai..mai jab bhi khus hota hu toh ib pita hu aur jab bhi dukhi hota hu toh kingfisher ki ek botal leke baith jata hu..lekin baithta jarur hu..kyuki aisa koyi din nahi hai jo ya toh bina khusi ke gujre ya bina dukh ke..aaj mai dukhi tha jiska karan tha mere aas-pass rahne wale do gharo me do logo ki maut ,jo abhi jawani ke dahleej pe the..mera naukar kingfisher ki botal le aaya...maine wahi uske samne hi ek glass me adhi botal udel di...kuch barf ke tukde bhi dale aur us sharab se bhare aur ice se thandi hui sharab ko apne jubaan pe laga kar gale se neeche utarne laga...sharab bhale hi thanda ho lekin wo itna bhi thandanahi tha ki meri dil me do logo ki maut se jo bechaini,jo dard aur jo garmi paida hua tha use thanda kar de...maine ek glass aur chadhaya...aur cigrette lekar chhat pe aa gaya abhi raat ke 9:00 baj rahe the ,mai chhat par khada bahut der tak un dono gharo ko dekhta raha...ek ghar ki light chalu thi lekin ek ghar ki light off thi..wo logkahi chale gaye the ya phhir light band karne se unhe shanti milti ho ,isliye unhonelight band kar li thi ,ye mai nahi janta tha,..ye bhi ho sakta hai ki wo kahi chale gaye..maine unke ghar pe lage tale ko nahi dekha..aur yadi ab mai dekhne ki koshish bhi karta toh khuli ankho se nahi dikhta..mujhe tourch lekar neeche jana padta...isme ek khatra tha..yadi kisi ne mujhe aisa karte hue dekh liya toh wo mujhe chor samajh kar maar bhi sakta tha baad me bhale hi mujhe "sir ji galti ho gayi kah kar maafi mang le"..ji haan mai peshe se ek teacher tha ek college me engineering ke students ko chemistry padhata tha..wo bhi keval first year ke students ko.,maine aaj se dus saal pahle ek govt. College se bsc. Kiya tha mera subject chemistry tha....maine ek kash cigrette ki lete hue dhue ko hawa me phenk diya.dhuahawa me aise kho gaya jaise doodh me paani ya phhir pani me doodh.aur ab dusaritaraf ghoom kar us dusare ghar ke taraf dekhne laga jaha dusari maut hui thi...us ghar ki light toh chalu thi lekin waha koyi halchal nahi thi...woh ghar aisa lag raha thajaise koyi waha barso pahle aaya tha aur jate samay ghar ki light ko band karna bhool gaya ho jo abhi tak jal rahi ho...us ghar me ek ladki ki maut hui thi jiska naamraju(mera naukar) ne Aaliya khan bataya tha,wo muslim dharm ke the....us ladki ke khubsurati ke colony me banut charche the...raju kabhi kabhi mere samne baith kar uski baate bataya karta tha..kaise dikhti hai,kya pahnti hai...jaise raju ne bataya tha ,yadi us hishab se anuman lagaya jaye toh ek bahut hi simple si ladki thi..lekin usne ek galti kar di use pyar ho gaya...jo ki is umra ke ladke-ladki ko aksar ho jaya karta hai..kuch couple ban jate hai..park me ghumte hai..picture bhi dekhne jate hai..aur baad me alag ho jate hai...kuch ka ektarfa pyar hota hai..aur kuchshadi kar lete hai..lekin unme bhi dekha gaya hai ki kuch saalo ke baad wo alag ho jate hai..aur jo couple ek -dusare se shadi karna chahte hai lekin unke ghar wale nahi mante unke pass teen raste hote hai...pahla ..ya toh apne ghar walo ki baat maan jate hai aur apne maa-baap ki pasand se shadi kar lete hai..dusara .ya phhir wo bahut planning karke bhag jate hai ..lekin paiso ki tangi ke karan shadi karke wapas aa jate hai..kuch ke ghar walemaan jate hai ..kuch ke ghar wale jinme cinema ka bhoot sawar rahta hai woh filmo ki tarah hi pesh aate hai aur kahte hai ki...tu mere liye mar chuka hai /chuki hai...aur teesara rasta jo un premi jodo ke pass bachta hai wo hai ek dusare ke sath kisi marne wali jagah pe jana aur apna jeevan khatam kar dena...aaj jo do maut hui thi wo isi tarah ki thi ..dono ek dusare se pyar karte the ..ladke ka nam Rajesh tha..ek hindu family se tha.dono ek dusare se bahut pyar karte the...ye baat mai isliye kah sakta hu ki dono ek dusare se bahut pyar karte the kyuki dono ne aaj subah-subah suraj ke uday hone se pahle hi apne jeevan ko ast kar diya tha...mere muh me kadvahat bharne lagi..shayad cigrette khatam hone wala tha ya phhir filter tak pahunch chuka tha...maine dusari cigrette jalayi aur is baar us ladke ke ghar ki taraf chalne teeno ke ghar ke chhat sate hue the...mai us ladke ke ghar ki taraf gaya iskaek aur bhi karan tha ,kyuki mai ek ladka thaaur un dono ki maut ne mujhe achanak hi apne pyar ki yad dila di thi jo kabhi pura nahi ho paya........continued.........