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Update-4
main neeche ki taraf chal pada...aur ek baar mere pair ladke ke ghar ke samne ruk gaye.,us ghar ki light abhi bhi band thi,kyu band thi ye mujhe abhi bhi nahi maloom tha....
akhirkar humare exam khatam hue..shweta phhir bhi mujhse milne nahi aayi..college ke baki logo ki tarah mujhe bhi cinema ka kafi shauk tha,.har insan apni umra ke hisab se film dekhta hai ,aisa mera manna tha..aur mai apne inhi niyamo pe chalta tha.us samaymai jawani ki taraf apne kadam badha raha tha..isliye mujhe pyar ,mohabbat wali film hi dekhna pasand tha..shahruk khan ka us samay cinema jagat me danka baj raha tha..ek se badhkar ek lovestory ki film aa rahithi...maine jab gaav me tha toh bahut logo seshahruk khan ki ek film Kuch Kuch hota hai....ke baare me kafi suna tha.lekin kabhi dekha nahi tha..mai jis kamre me rahta tha,uske malik ka ghar thodi dur tha..wo aksar apne kiraye me diye hue room ke students ko sunday ko ek film dikhate the...main abhi tak nahi gaya tha..isliye shayad makan malik bhi mujhe na jante ho....phhir bhi main kuch kuch hota hai ,film ki c.d. Lene ke liye sham ko room se nikla,mausam achchha tha..badal ghir chuke the,aur dhandi hawao ka charo taraf ke mahol me bolbala tha..shayad aaj barish hogi,maine apne man me socha...mere pass ek cycle bhi thi main usi me c.d. Lene nikal pada..aur jab c.d. Ki ek dukan pe ruka toh waha shweta mujhe khadi hui dikhayi di...maine uski taraf dekha ,lekin usne mujhe na dekhne ka bahana kiya..main jyada pareshan nahi hua..kyuki hamesha se hi mere sath aisa hua tha...char din ki chadani,phhir andheri ..raat wala muhavara mujhme,meri life me hamesha fit baith jata tha..aur aaj bhi wahi hua..par shweta ke baare me maine kabhi ye nahi socha tha.. Main ye sochne laga tha ki hum dono ek bahut hi khas kism ke dost ban chuke hai..jaisa ki filmo me dikhaya jata tha..khair uske jane ke baad main wapas c.d. Wale ki dukan ki taraf muda...aur usse film ki c.d. Li..aur room ki taraf aa gaya..raat ka khana khane ke baad main bhi wahi pahunch gaya jaha sabhi bheed laga ke khade the..ye main jan gaya tha ki wo mere samman ya mujhe respect dene ke liye nahi khade hue the ,baat kuch aur thi saanp aa gaya hoga ,maine socha lekin agle hi pal apne isi baat ka khandan karte hue socha yadi yaha koyi saanp hota toh ye sab abhi tak khisak chuke hote ya kayi damdar ladke milkar us saanp ko dhoond lete aur uska mu kuchal kar ek kone me phenk chuke hote aur jab mai yahaaata toh mujhe us saanp ki lash ek kone me padi milti..lekin aisa nahi hua tha..wo abhi bhi khade the,.unme se ek ladka jo apne aapko dada samjhta tha tej awaj me chillaya...."c.d. Koyi nahi laya hai kya..aaj kya baithkar hilane ka vichar hai..."uske awaj me ek ajib kism ki tej tha jise sunkar baki log jal jate the..lekin mujhe asar nahi hua..kyuki mere hath me c.d. Thi..main aage badha. Aur c.d. Use dikhayi.uske tej wale chehre pe mano ghanto tak barish hui ho wo itna shant ho chuka tha..mere dwara layi hui c.d. Dekhkar usne wo c.d. Laga di,.maine us film ki c.d. Isliye bhi kharidi kyuki mujhe ab ahsash hone laga tha ki mere bagal me koyi ladki hone chahiye jaisa dusaro ke bagall mehoti hai,wo c.d. Ek love story film ki thi toh ho sakta hai ki usme ladkiyo ko akarshit karne ki koyi vidhi di hui ho....
film ko chalu kiye hue 1 ghanta ho gaye the..lekin mujhe abhi tak koyi fayda nahi huatha..lekin film thi jabardast isme koyi shak nahi tha..abhi film chal hi rahi thi ki bijli ne apni harkat shuru kar di..ek baar light gul hogayi..lekin agle hi pal wapas aa gayi..light itni jaldi jaldi aa -ja rahi thi ki mano us room me aaj ke jamane ke disco light jal rahe ho...lekinek baar light aisi gayi ki wapas nahi aayi..wo ladka mujhe c.d. Dene aaya,aur apna nam Aditya bataya..lekin maine use apna nam nahi bataya ...aur main apne kamre me chala gaya..
dusare din jab college gaya toh phhir meri takkar ek ladki se ho gayi..phhir ek baar ladkiki kitabe gir gayi, maine uska chehra dekha wo shweta hi thi...mere liye ye flashback jaisa tha..,kyuki ladka bhi same tha,ladki bhi same thi aur maine ye assume kar liya ki uskikitabe bhi same hogi....wo apni kitabe uthatehue meri taraf dekhi aur phhir uthkar mujhse puchhani lagi,kaha rahte ho aaj kal,mile nahi,,ab main use kaise batata ki maine use kal ek ladke sath dekha tha...wo mera hath pakad kar canteen ki taraf chal padi...mere jeb me ek futi kaudi bhi nahi thi,.main inkar karta raha ,lekin wo nahi mani aur majak me usne wo baat bol di jissesunkar mere kadam apne aap canteen ki taraf chal pade...
"paise mai de dungi..."usne kaha..
lekin use ye nahi maloom tha ki mere pass futi kaudi nahi hai...canteen me aaj phhir wahi ladke saamne mile aur meri taraf aane lage..maine apne tute hue hath ki taraf dekha ..shayad aaj phhir tootne wala tha,lekin wo seedhe aakar shweta se mafi magne lage ..baad me mujhe maloom chala ki un ladko ko shweta ke bhai ne mara hai,jokal use bike pe le ja raha tha wo uska premi nahi uska bhai tha....
mai hamesha do teen sidhanto pe kaam karta hu...