[rajnish manga]

It was over six months of our marriage when it started. In Between these times although we lived as a couple we never expressed love to each other. She never said “I love you” neither did I. Although I knew she liked me but I could never tell if it was just that or it was love.

However, after Six months I stared to have nightmares. The same one over & over again. I decide to go to my father to talk about this & probably consult a Psychiatrist over this. “ There were rats all over the house. whenever I killed them all more would come & they destroyed everything in our house. In the end I would always hide & There would always this rat who would come to me & say “I knew I would find you here. Now we will be together!” .” I said to my father. “Since when are you having these nightmares?” He asked. “Every day since two weeks now” I replied.

Then he just stood there for a minute & Said “Hmm” followed by a nod & asked me not to tell anyone about this. I thought Probably he was ashamed that his son, the leader’s son is complaining to him about some nightmare & he thinks I am just weak. But who else could I talk to. I had no mother! She died during giving birth to me or to my wife who never showed any love for me, That’d be just pointless. So I decided to keep it to myself & find a solution….
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