Silent Tears

[dipu]

So what if today we are far apart
U still reside in the hidden corner of my heart
So what if u don’t treat me as a friend any more?
I am learning to smile again; I will be successful for sure,
Whenever I miss u, I just get lost in memories of olden days
I still remember those lovely days, when in ur arms I use to lay

So easily u moved on n now u treat me as stranger
Still i tried to help u out but then u took me as a challenger
Sometimes I feel so hurt that I lock myself in room n loudly I shout
Its u who was wrong, its u who lied, n then its u who have doubts?
My poems were never to blame u, they were just my feeling’s portray
Its u who played with my feeling, then why cant I call ur fake love a betray?

Sometimes I curse my fate, because I met u, because I loved u
My feelings were true, tell me, that’s why am i in blues?
Today, i try to run away from this feeling called love.
Because a heartless person came in my life n acted like a dove,

But the bitter truth is, I am still in love with you
I still wish to spend some moments even if they r few
I cry a lot then try to find u in my tears………….
That crying never gave me pain but brought both of us near
Perhaps unconsciously I am trying to dream of that time
When world will be beautiful, I will be yours n u will be mine
You will be mine……………
You will be mine…………….
You will be mine……………
You will be mine…………….

[dipu]

I need love,
To soothe my heart,
I need hate,
To know we're apart
I need care,
To feel Important,
Want you to stare,
At me constant

I need carelessness,
To experience exclusion,
I know you'll always,
Remain an illusion

I need trust,
To feel together,
We'll be first,
To know each other
I need mistrust,
To experience betrayal,
This will teach me,
To cope with all in real
I need you,
To experience all this,
And having you,
Will make my soul,
Rest in peace.

[abhisays]

Nice.............thanks for sharing.

[dipu]

Originally Posted by abhisays

Nice.............thanks for sharing.

thanks

[jai_bhardwaj]

How do I start my days without you?

If you’re my only reason to live..

I try to move on but deep inside,

I know It’s never gonna be okay..



If tomorrow is still uncertain for me to see..

How can I move on without you by me?

How long will I remain grieving?

Just tell me how to set your thoughts free..



Tonight I close my eyes,

And you fade away from my dreams..

I wish my thoughts may one day reach you,

Nobody can tell how much I miss you..

How I wish every day and night,

You’d hold me tight and never let go..



Even if the whole world tried,

Nobody can ever replace you..

Wherever you are, I just want you to know,

You are my heart, my courage, and my light.

How do I forget the memories?



If in my heart you reside..

When do I accept that you’re not coming back?

If I can still see you in my eyes..

Too far for me to reach you,

Why can’t I hold you once again..



Ever since you’ve gone, I’ve tried and tried,

There’s no place I can stand to release the pain..

Now that you’re gone I feel so alone,

Your voice screams inside me so much..

Its my strength that keeps me going,



Now that your gone, my tears can’t stop to fall..

Now that you’re to fly like a bird,

Will I ever see your smile again?

Though I know our world can never be like before,

No one can erase my memories of you..



Now that you’re gone,

My tears can’t stop to fall..

***

[dipu]

Originally Posted by jai_bhardwaj

How do I start my days without you?

If you’re my only reason to live..

I try to move on but deep inside,

I know It’s never gonna be okay..



If tomorrow is still uncertain for me to see..

How can I move on without you by me?

How long will I remain grieving?

Just tell me how to set your thoughts free..



Tonight I close my eyes,

And you fade away from my dreams..

I wish my thoughts may one day reach you,

Nobody can tell how much I miss you..

How I wish every day and night,

You’d hold me tight and never let go..



Even if the whole world tried,

Nobody can ever replace you..

Wherever you are, I just want you to know,

You are my heart, my courage, and my light.

How do I forget the memories?



If in my heart you reside..

When do I accept that you’re not coming back?

If I can still see you in my eyes..

Too far for me to reach you,

Why can’t I hold you once again..



Ever since you’ve gone, I’ve tried and tried,

There’s no place I can stand to release the pain..

Now that you’re gone I feel so alone,

Your voice screams inside me so much..

Its my strength that keeps me going,



Now that your gone, my tears can’t stop to fall..

Now that you’re to fly like a bird,

Will I ever see your smile again?

Though I know our world can never be like before,

No one can erase my memories of you..



Now that you’re gone,

My tears can’t stop to fall..

***

[jai_bhardwaj]

"maa me abhi jeena chahti hu...
tere sath waqt bitana chahti hu...
mitti ka khilona nahi h ladkiya...
yahi baat m sabko samjhna chahti hu...
aksar kehte hai log har kisi par bhagwan ka hath hota hai...
fir kyo bhagwan k hath k niche ladkiyo ka yes anjaam hota hai...
jaa rahi hu aaj me tum sabko chodd kar...
phir na aaungi kabhi kisi ki beti bankar...
maa ka ek sapna tha ek din beti ke liye rajkumar aayega...
doli me baitha kar use le jayega...
khadi hokar sapne tutate dekhegi wo...
jab bhai mujhe kandhe par le jayega...
maa mai tere sath rahna chahti hu...
maa me abhi aur jeena chahti hu...
khush hua karte the papa dekh kar...
ab royenge mujhe yaad kar ke aksar...
unka u pyar se gale lagana...
mere baad koun unhe gale lagaye ga aksar...
papa me apko akhri bar gale lagana chahti hu....
papa me abhi kuch din aur jeena chahti hu...
mera bhai jab bhi raat ko soyega chup chup ke mere liye royega...
bhai ek behen jaa rahi hai magar hazaro behno ka khayal rakhna.
ab soo rahi hu me apna aur sabka khayal rakhna :'(:'(".
missing her? :'(:'(:'

[dipu]

In this silence
Whn nobody listens
i cry aloud
When i think about
this wretched day
that just passed away.

As Tears roll I sink deep
deep and deep in the waters
to that deep inside Me.

and deep there
i pick the pearl.
the pearl for which
the sink was for.

With the new found pearl i regather
to tear the waters at the top gear
and get out of the sea of tears

Iam back and now i need someone to listen.
anybody listening?

[dipu]

You'll never know
how much
your smile lights up the room
or your laughter fills my soul,
making all the little problems of the day disappear.

You'll never know
how much it means to me
when you do or say something
thoughtful and totally unexpected —
usually just at the moment I need it most.

You'll never know
how much pride I hold in my heart
for the person you are and the things you do —
for your strength and your gentleness,
your courage and your determination,
your accomplishments and your dreams.

You'll never know
how much I need you by my side —
in the best of times and the worst of times
and all the times in between.
It really doesn't matter where we are
or what we're doing,
as long as we're together to share it all.
I love you with all my heart and soul.

You'll never know how much.

[dipu]

So what if today we are far apart U still reside in the hidden corner of my heart
So what if u don’t treat me as a friend any more?
I am learning to smile again; I will be successful for sure,
Whenever I miss u, I just get lost in memories of olden days
I still remember those lovely days, when in ur arms I use to lay
So easily u moved on n now u treat me as stranger
Still i tried to help u out but then u took me as a challenger
Sometimes I feel so hurt that I lock myself in room n loudly I shout
Its u who was wrong, its u who lied, n then its u who have doubts?
My poems were never to blame u, they were just my feeling’s portray
Its u who played with my feeling, then why cant I call ur fake love a betray?
Sometimes I curse my fate, because I met u, because I loved u
My feelings were true, tell me, that’s why am i in blues?
Today, i try to run away from this feeling called love.
Because a heartless person came in my life n acted like a dove,
But the bitter truth is, I am still in love with you
I still wish to spend some moments even if they r few
I cry a lot then try to find u in my tears………….
That crying never gave me pain but brought both of us near
Perhaps unconsciously I am trying to dream of that time
When world will be beautiful, I will be yours n u will be mine
You will be mine……………
You will be mine…………….
You will be mine……………
You will be mine…………….